I've written before about the heart-wrenching journey when I started drawing and researching Endangered Animals in 2013. It's not over. Yesterday I read this article 10 Animal Species That Could Vanish in 2015 if We Don’t Act NowThe animals listed are familiar to me. Not personally, as I have never had the honour of meeting a South China Tiger or any of the 10 species listed. Not even in a Zoo. I have only been to a zoo three times in my life: once to African Lion Safari when I was really young and left in tears at the sight of a baby Elephant who was crying as he entertained us by dragging big heavy chains and logs behind him, then to the Butterfly Conservatory in Niagara Falls/the Buffalo Zoo on the way to the Albright Knox, and lastly to the Toronto Zoo to draw with a friend. Thankfully, the latter visits were somewhat pleasant, creative and educational. I do not agree with exploiting any living creatures in zoos, captivity, experimentation, tourism or entertainment of any sort. My intuition whispers there are always compassionate, respectful and creative alternatives. Such as Cirque du Soleil invokes tears of joy and no animals are required - I love them for that!There is a lot I don't know. I can't separate the lies from the truth all the time, even though I make an effort to research and look at multiple sources. Lies sometimes run deep historically and culturally. When lies begin inside people's spirits, words on paper can be meaningless and may not reflect all people. Values can be skewed, reflecting the few instead of the many. In Canada, we had many protected lakes, wetlands and conservation parks and trails before 2012 when conservative laws were adjusted to ease industry regulations. All I know is that my voice is dedicated not only to the life here on earth that inspires and amazes me, it is to all spiritual beings and conservationists who are truly seeking solutions to create a world where all living creatures are safe, co-existing, sustainable and harmonious.
“Art is A Lie That Makes Us Realize the Truth” ~Pablo Picasso
Living as an artist in a world of smoke & mirrors and not having answers, I sometimes settle on the truth I see. I am not yet a visionary artist that can re-imagine the world. So what is real to me may simply be a photograph of an animal if the eyes are in focus ~ I can connect even if it's no comparison to looking the live creature in the eye. I suppose it's similar to watching a movie or a tv show, and feeling connected to an experience virtually, rather than personally. It's not the same, I know... but sometimes, it's all we have.I recognized 6 beautiful creatures from that article. My heart and breath is heavy as I feel a connection having spent hours studying each millimeter of their face as well as their history and current demise. These drawings are truth to me ... if these animals are truly soon to be gone forever and only a memory, they may be the only truth I ever have to appreciate their beauty and spirit as they are here with us right now. xo xo